I am not so angry at TJ. He is him. Just all means I need to do a walk through before letting Charlie out of his crate. What I am feeling is relief. He is fine. Well, he has a big cut in and on him, but other than that, all is good.
Relief is an interesting feeling. I started crying after I talked to the vet this morning, and found out I get to go and feed Charlie around 2. I am watching the clock. I want 2 to get here now. It is like I understand that the vets say he is ok, but like with TJ, I need to see it for myself. I need to touch him. I need to see him. I need to let him see me. Then, and only then, will I know he is ok.
For now, it is time to take care of myself, have something to eat, and get ready to see him.
I will talk about my Mother later.
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Sounds like you've been having a rough while, and that you've been doing a good job getting through it! Glad you're all OK. :)
Thanks Glitter. Things have been tough. Still going to therapy, and group.
Learning to feel and acknowledge feelings suck.
Yah! I have a hard time with feelings too. :) It's good though.
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