Today is therapy day. i don't want to go. i didn't like how i was after therapy last week, and i don't want to feel like that again this week. So, i just don't want to go. i am hoping that going to waterfit this morning will help. i am hoping that getting that endorphine rush from the exercise will help me better cope later in the day.
i didn't go to waterfit last night as i had planned. i got a massive headache (re: migraine) with the pressure changes in the atmosphere. i had gone on Tuesday and on Wednesday. i am quite proud of that. i am definitly going today. i do not like that i missed going last night.
i am thinking of stopping at the doctor's today to weigh myself. i don't have an appointment with her this week, and was wondering how all this exercising is reacting with my body. i know that if i exercise to much, and don't eat enough calories, that my weight can go up (it goes into starvation mode). i am hoping i am having enough calories. i just want to see how the scale reflects what i am doing.
The MIT and i are having a Mommy and MIT weekend. Tomorrow He wants to watch the rest of the "Beverly Hills 90210" season He got for His birthday. That should take up quite a bit of time. i want to go to St. Jacobs, just because i haven't been there in a while. i also want to check out different stores around here to see if i can find the recliner i want for my reflexology, and avoid ordering online. Mostly, i want to find an event to take the MIT to, so we can enjoy some outside time together. Maybe the weather will agree with that, and maybe i can find something.
Man, i really don't want to go to therapy today. i don't want to visit my feelings and emotions. i don't want to (this is me whining like a 3 year old). Definitly waterfit is in order. i still don't want to feel anything. my body is still arguing with this choice. At least my house is clean because of it.
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