i am hoping today will help center me. i know, most people wouldn't find cleaning a way to feel centered, but for me, especially when it isn't my house, does exactly that. It is like i leave my life for a while, and get to escape all the bombardment of stuff that just seems to keep piling up on me. It is a way to just be someone who cleans and a way to get out of this house and enter someone else's life. i also get to ignore my life for a while.
i am also finding it hard to find things i am proud of this week. i know it isn't Sunday, and that is when i actually do the review of the week, but with the week i have had, i am finding it difficult. i feel like i can't complete anything. Yes i start stuff, but never get it finished. The sewing, the dishes, the laundry, homework, housework, meals, decorating. i have yet to complete any of these things. i have started each one but can't find a center force to keep at just one.
OK, this is getting pretty dreary. This week has felt dreary. On to some good things to look forward to. Saturday is going to the Science Center with L, D, M, S, and the MIT. That will be fun. Tuesday will be going to the DSSG Toronto Munch. Next Saturday is going to Samco with L and D. The Saturday after that is probably going to Endorphins with L and D. i have only 4 more classes before finishing the course portion of becoming a certified reflexologist. (evil laugh....my Mom was wrong....i was able to go to every class, and i was able to stick to it, and i was able to do it)
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