Therapy exercise 1 - What i miss since Mike died

So one of the things Sandy wanted me to do over the next week, was to come up with a list of all the things i miss since Mike's death. i figured i would start now, and when other stuff came up, i would edit it in later. (these are in no specific orders)

• Intimacy - The feeling of knowing what the other person was feeling and knowing that there was someone who could tell what i was feeling. The feeling of being able to just be me.
• Sex - should be self explanatory.
• Being a couple - Being a single sucks. Going to events alone. Being the only single in a group of couples sucks.
• Rules - Having a set of thing to do, ways to act, things to accomplish that i don't have to think up all on my own
• Going to events - Since Mike died, it is harder for me to go to events, especially since i go as a single person now.
• Reminders - Being able to blame Mike if i don't do what i need to do