Mike and Me - Fri, 5 Aug 2005

Wow. Once again You get to escape what is happening. i wish i could be You. i wish when things aren't going just the way i want them to, i can just get up and leave. No actually dealing with the situation. No actually finding solutions. Either go home or send TJ to his room and ignore him. No interaction, no playing, no trying to connect with him. Just let wendy deal with it and go home. So what if wendy is nervous about today, just go home. So what if wendy is worried about what will happen once she gets home, just go home. So what if wendy would like time with You and TJ together without a problem, without an argument, just go home. You saying You were going to pick up Your stuff, and then heading back is bull. You could pick up Your stuff on Your way out. You could have picked up Your stuff last night. All it feels like is an excuse to go home. i try to give You lots of space. Heck i have even slept on the couch the last 2 nights. You used to sleep with me. Every night, all night. Even when i snored. i am at the point of wondering why You even bother to sleep here anymore. You have yet to watch a full episode of Big Brother with TJ and i. Yes You watched one with us, but that has been all. Only one. So that "family" time is gone. You say things like "we" like "us". What You really mean is "wendy" or "you". i am a full package. i am not just a single woman with no worries and no baggage. i am a Mom. i have a child. You used to want to be a part of both of our lives. It is beginning to feel more and more like that isn't the case.