Mike and Me - Sat, 30 Jul 2005

i am mad at You tonight. We had talked about how You called Bev every day to let her know how You were feeling when You weren't with her. i asked why You didn't call me and You said You could start. You are away this weekend. Yes You called me last night when You got to Kingston, and i thank You for that. i needed that. i needed to know You were ok. i haven't heard from You today. Nothing. No email. No phone call. No contact to let me know how You were doing. i get Bev deserves to know how You are doing because she is Your wife and You love her and she loves You. What i don't get is why i don't deserve the same treatment and consideration. Ok, maybe You forgot saying it. Maybe You forgot saying You would call me when You were away. All i know is i am angry. i feel like i should call You, but then i would be interupting Your time with Bev. Your time with Bev is small enough. She deserves to have that time without interuption. i am just sad and angry and missing You.