In my head, i should have:
- baked 2 batches of sugar cookies
- baked 2 batches of spiced crinkle cookies
- decorated sugar cookies
- made another gift in a jar
- print out instructions for said gift in a jar
In reality i have:
- done all the dishes
- made a dinner that is sitting in the fridge for a day when i don't want to cook
- make 1 gift in a jar
- printed out instructions for said gift in a jar, plus 3 other gifts in a jar i had previously made
- dusted
- vacuumed
- sorted gifts i have gotten for people
- kept my room clean and tidy after cleaning it
- cleaned out and took down cooler
- took down the fridge/cooler
- brought up jars for gifts in a jar
So reality says i have gotten a lot done this weekend, but still my head says different. i feel like i have been lazy. i feel like i have let my weekend without the MIT go to waste. Yes, i took time for myself, but still, i have so much to do.
i get that i couldn't go out shopping this weekend, and that has a lot to do with getting my list finished. i have ingredients to get for baking and for gifts in jars. i have stocking stuffers to still get. i have one person's gift to get. i have 2 people that i can't figure out what to get. my list stays long until those things are done, and i have the money to do them.
The big "problem" i am having, is the baking. i want to bake. i need to bake. i just can't seem to make myself bake. i think of baking, and then i remember my little freezer at the top of my fridge is full. It is full of stuff that i will eventually use, just not right now.
Damn it, i need a freezer. A real freezer.
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