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Friday, July 22, 2005

Mike and Me - Fri, 22 Jul 2005

was upset when you originally wouldn't go to see Beth with me, but i am very glad you did. i saw the way you were with TJ tonight and i was impressed. i don't know what will happen tomorrow, but what ever does happen, i know we can handle it together.

i am also enjoying the spontanious bits of play going on. i have missed this playful side of you. Yes i am dreading next week, because i know the chemo is hard on your body, but thank you for this week. Thank you for staying here this weekend, and thank you for giving some of you back to me. Maybe i will earn the rest of You back soon.

i so want to be able to call you Master again, but i do think we need to do alot of talking about what putting the collar on means to us both. i think i had some high expectations of what a collar ment to me, and i think they may have been different to your expectations. But i guess that talk will come when we are both ready for it. i love You Sir

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