i am staying home from school and therapy today. i have to. i need to be better for tomorrow. Instead of going, i am taking hot showers, borrowing my Sister's heating pad, and taking muscle relaxants. See, i fell down the stairs while cleaning at L's place yesterday. Plus, i then continued to clean as much as i possibly could. i even dragged the vacuum up and down the stairs, and wet-jetted the downstairs. Not very good for an injured back.
Other than that, i have something to be proud of finally. i actually asked L, since i had been cleaning Her place for 3 weeks, if She wished for me to continue. i did this because, when i had presented Her with the idea, that we would give it 3 weeks to see if we were both happy with the arrangement. i followed through on that and actually asked outright if she wished for me to continue. i did not wait for Her to say anything, i did not wait until Wednesday to call and ask if She needed me the next day. i acted like a grown-up and asked if She was happy. She said YES!!!!!! She also asked me if i was happy. Of course i am. i get money every week that i can use to keep me afloat. i have a purpose, other than being a mom, once a week. i need to keep doing this. i am just glad She wants me to keep going.
For asking, i am proud of myself.
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